Ester Sergeyevna Petukhova


If and When You Find Me, (2023)
100 pages - perfect bound, matte-laminated cover with 80# Satin-coated paper.
Printed by Conveyor Studios, with Here Gallery.

If and When You Find Me, is a 100-page visual index that documents how the post-Soviet body has proliferated across time, location, and technology in the western world. Comprised of materials, ranging from found images, popular media, to scanned ephemera and family photographic archives. The index features selected essays from Sonia Rosa Kahn, Daniel Blokh and Ester Petukhova. 

This book was made with the generous support of the Frank-Ratchye STUDIO for Creative Inquiry, Spring 2023 FRFF Microgrant, Here Gallery, Lexi Bishop, and Sean Beauford. 


Zine, 5.5 x 4.25 inches. 3 editions.
8-page zine examining the fictional character “Pechka” across Soviet cinema.
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